Have you ever tried of stalking someone to the point where you will do every possible action just to see that girl of your dreams? Is it right or wrong, for the name of love, lust and *Insert erotic adjective here*?  Probably on that situation there is really something more than just a regular itch. A growing feeling which makes you invincible and reactive, you may call it adrenaline for Love or whatever your purposes are. 

Stalking for love is a very difficult and tricky thing to do aside from the derogatory cliché of “stalker”, you would also feel like you are in chess game and your moves must be two to three steps ahead of your Queen.  Your Queen but you are not the prince; feels like you are in a Medieval setting movie. It is difficult to be stalker because you keep on seeing and gathering info about the girl of your dreams but you are not getting any attention back.

Stalking of famous personalities/celebrities is the highest form and most difficult form of stalking. You have so many competitions and following her would be very expensive. Unless you are the rich and desperate type and your favorite song is “I’m your biggest fan I’ll follow you until you love me, papa paparazzi”.  Crazy right? But some would really be willing to do that, for the sake of love and fanaticism.

Online stalking is also another form, it would be less expensive but more exhausting, exhausting in the sense that you will be staying up all night just to gather information and interesting scoops. In case your (let’s use the term Queen for the person you are stalking) Queen is already dating or seeing someone, you’re heart would be broken and your computer monitor might also break.

There are two kinds of online stalkers, the obvious ones and the more discreet ones. The discreet ones are those who people who are more careful of their moves and tasks, that’s why they are called discreet ones. The obvious ones are those who are willing to give their identity but there is something lacking on them, perhaps courage, timing or readiness state of mind or it could also be that they are not the Queen’s type but desperation and lack of other move urges them to do that. In short they feel that they’re not yet pawned on the chess game of love.

Everything in life is really like a chess game, for an instance there are certain strategies and moves that suit your goals, in love strategies are more complicated and the results or the aftermath of your moves is very painstaking. Lucky those who are brave and lucky enough to win the battle for love. But there is really one solution if you want to win your Queen, go out of the stalker lens and go for the brave one’s lens.




Pinoy Big Brother's house opens once again, welcoming the teens of Philippines today April 10, 2010 with its Pinoy Big Brother Teen Clash 2010. There should be 16 house-mates to enter the house, but due to a conflict with the health status on one of its "house-mate to be", her slot (yeah her) would be rendered as an open chance to another male housemate.


The Teen Clash house-mates are sorted according to the way of living they were used to or in other words according to rich/wealthy (A) and deprived of so much luxury "di sanay sa luho" (B). The house-mates on (A) are going to stay at a apartment styled house while the (B) are going to live on the villa styled. The clash would be about the different style and cultures of life each and opposing housemates used to live in.

Here are the shortlist of names and a little preview on their profile etc.

1.)Joe was the first housemate to enter the house,he is the “swabeng komikero” ng Quezon City. He was dressed with a basketball jersey as he entered the house, bringing with him his “happy personality” and komikero character, he even managed to crack a joke before actually entering the very house (all in one pwera lang kaputian). He is also branded as someone who deals with ease on girls because of his persona.

2.)Devon Seron, the bubbly promdi from cebu girl who struggled on graduating and marching on her high school degree because of financial problems, luckily “Kuya” was there to save her and pay for the financial burden she carries due to her school.

3.)Eslove Briones is the sigang istokwa ng Tawi-Tawi, he was described as pasaway, mabisyo and the like. Its ok, kuya is there to shape or discipline him whenever a problem comes along.

4.) Shey Bustamante is the diskarte bombshell ng Mindoro she is a half Australian but unfortunately she was not that lucky to live with its Australian father.

5.) Angelo Pasco the struggling isko ng antique who values so much education who managed to take the job of being a houseboy just to continue his studies.

6.) Kyra Custodio the giling girl of batangas is a dance troupe member. She value the most one of her black shoes as it is one of the remembrance her hardwork in dancing gave her.

7.) Yong Gopez the boy bread winner ng pampanga is a 17 year old teen, who has so much experience when it comes to earning money just to sustain his family’s needs, consider working on quarries and the like. The young breadwinner claimed that he is a mama’s boy.

8.) Rome “Pots” Jalosjos III is a son on one of the political dynasties in the Philippines and almost always on his life he is surrounded by bodyguards.

9.) Rebecca Chongbian the heiress wonder ng Cebu is a daughter of a rich family who manages a company on cebu. She just faced a recent problem on her family because of her father’s death.

10.) Yen Santos is the little miss sunshine of nueva ecija, battles with the wrong accusation thrown to her because of her rivals at school who are jealous with her loveliness and radiance.

11.) Patrick Sugui is the gentle boy next door of Mandaluyong a young boy active on sports at its school.

12.) Tricia Santos the athletic muse ng davao, a active volleyball player who was once awarded because of her abilities when it comes to sport and attractiveness

13.) Kazel Kinouchi the shopaholic chick of Paranaque, a half Japanese who has never met her Japanese dad.

14.) Ivan Dorschner dubbed as the striking stud ng Rizal.

15.) Fretzie Bercede called as the charming angel ng Cebu.

The sixteenth slot is still undecided to whom it will be granted. Its either the female aspiring nurse dependent darling or the out of school courageous lakan. Both of them are active in joining search and competition.
If the female aspiring nurse dependent darling will be allowed by the doctor to enter the PBB house the slot will be granted to her and if not it will be given to the courageous lakan.

*update Maichel the courageous lakan was the one chosen to complete the list of PBB teen clash housemates

I'm not familiar what kind of  feeling has struck the inner person in me but I'm definitely sure that this thing is not just a dilemma or a product of my hallucination. This unexpected thing on me started during last summer and to be honest, until now she is the sort of motivation/inspiration to me. I've never even expected that this thing will grow stronger and stronger as time goes by, because at start she was just really a friend to me and I believe that she feels the same way too. 

It was a rainy afternoon, she was alone that time and me without nothing to do that afternoon decided to go and join her without hesitation. I don't know what occurred on her because she made most of the talking the whole afternoon which is opposite into what kind of person she is, you know the almost soundless type of  person who rarely talks so much on regular days and a bit of a mood swinger too. We talked for 3 to 4 hours and I never even notice that we were already  talking that long, maybe its because of the radiance her charming face and personality brings on me. She is more attractive the closer I look her . She shared much on her life that made me interested on her. She shared about her favorite sport, high school friends, childhood and a bit of her sad love story. I knew she was hurt before, judging from that sad story of hers and she can't move on with that tragedy. I know it is frank for me to say but I want to cure her sorrow. From that moment I was captivated and started to be interested with her.  As we became closer I begun to like her and eventually love her, but summer has ended she pronounced that she'll be gone and will enroll to a school far far from where I'm enrolling.  That moment was a punishment for me which I'm sure I can't and will never endure. I told myself that maybe this is really life and we were really meant to be separated. 

Few weeks passed and a news came to me that she won't continue enrolling herself on that far far school anymore. An early  Happy ending you might say but this happy ending did not really happen. We enrolled on the same school but it seems like we were so far from each other. Sometimes I feel like I know her and sometimes It seems like I don't.We're definitely standing at the crossroad right now. What's going on between us?. Maybe I'm just so scared to tell her, so scared that the simple friendship which ignited all the thoughts will be gone. I don't know but as of now I'm only sure on one thing 

I love her

I just realized that I wanna go back to my younger days,jam-packed of adventures and remain as a child forever.Go back to those moments in which you won't think of deeper things and problems just play and enjoy.Compared to the present life today full of School tasks, Quiz, Reports, Assignments, Papers and Readings. Plus the many issues rampant on the country today. Adult life really sucks!

But being a child can be futile sometimes, Yes you can play anytime you want, you can enjoy everyday without worries;but you cant have a bigger and clearer view of the events present on the society today. I posted this one because today I had joined a lecture about Communism and its dire effects to us which made me think deeper of the real problem at hand. I have to weigh in my viewpoints about those things.

So much of those grown-up matters. But we can't deny the fact that our existence would really undergo aging and eventually be facing mature decisions. In other words go on living and face your problems don't be futile and dumb.





Practice in graduation has been the reason why I was not posting new articles at my blog spot. Plus all the requirements and projects which utilized all of my time,and left no more time for my blog posting. On April 2, 2009 (Thursday) I'll be graduating from high school and will soon be leaving high school life. I will miss all the days of our bonding my precious and exchangeable classmates...I'll be soon entering college life and I'll be having Anthropology as my course. Soon be leaving General Santos City.

Here are the pictures of our bonding moments...

Me,Kimberly and Bien Jefferson
























My batch mates. (I'm the one holding the letter E)

















continued...

Here it is...my new guitar named "ninja"nevrie named after me myself and my friend. I don't know why my parents bought this new guitar of mine since I'm not a very good child and a unimpeccable obey er most probably. We'll I still wanna thank them again from the bottom of my Heart.

We'll sorry for the poor resolution of the picture we'll maybe I'll try to edit it the tomorrow.

I love spending time with it because I love singing (ALONE:D haha)
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We'll I just wanna end this post quickly because I still wanna play with it now.
R and R











I may not be your perfect student, I may not be your skillful and talented student, I may not be the student you wanted to have, but on my most sincere way I want to tell you how you've been a motivation and inspiration to all students you thought and molded.


I've learned lessons from you, not just lessons but values which throughout my life up to my grave I would remember and Cherish. One thing I admire with you is your patience. I could still remember the day wherein My friend and I made an accident due to our playfulness. You never screamed nor scolded us. You told us only our wrongdoings and how to avoid them.


You've been a role model, an ideal person which I know everyone else wants to be with

I want to say to ever body, that I'm proud and happy because you've been a part of my life. A part of my good memories that I could treasure forever.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

Examination Week (A series of Adversities, Problems and Pain)

Next week will be our second periodical examinations and I'll be inactive in Blogging for series of days.
Examination week has been the most tiring and most arduous week for students like me. For me examination week is Purgatory for the reason that you dont know if you'll be in Hell or you'll be in Heaven. Examination week is also the best way to test the students skills and knowledge on lessons learned on school. We'll Good luck for me in our Exams, I'll do my best so that I'll have better Grades. KUdOOOOSSS!

Since I was a child I'm always fascinated of watching people who brings attache case with them not knowing what's their job,by the time when I was Grade 3 I realized that they are Lawyers, and on my young mind It made me decide that I want to be a Lawyer.


Since I was Grade 3 I always watch movies,soap operas and advertisements wherein Lawyers are involved.It was incalcated in my young mind that they are cool and Big persons in the society. Those stuffs I involved with, made my Dreams.

Now I am already fourth year high school and at this time I must decide my primary course for my stepping stone for being a Lawyer. For now I decided to have Politcal Science but many things are playing in my mind now.My family wants me to be a Lawyer that's their dream for me, but I haven't decided yet. Sometimes I want to be an Army,Engineer,Chemist or Doctor.

Right now I'm confused if I will still pursue my Dream since I was Young or I will change it and change my path in life.But One thing I know is that God will help me select my calling,a calling that will make my life complete.

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